I suppose

Thursday, January 20, 2011
8:35pm

I don't feel like getting too heady right now, so perhaps I'll just leave it at the facts... perhaps.
Today was my "off" day for the week. I have no on-campus obligations on Thursdays, so I stayed home, read for a couple hours and played piano and did housework this morning. John and I went to the Rec this afternoon. I lifted, he did elliptical. Stopped at Subway, came home to eat. Showered. I've been reading for the last two hours. Brian turning to mush. Not sure why I'm doing this all, but it beats the alternative of just sitting here staring into the abyss. Wish I was buzzed and dancing somewhere right now. I just have so little motivation for anything, which isn't to say that I'm not still getting it all done... i am. i always will. That's what i do. But I kinda feel like just... not. Talked to my gma on the phone today, that was... of course, not pleasant. Never know what to say to her anymore. I suppose it was nice to be home this morning, reading in pajamas, drinking coffee, alone... I suppose.